UTatyana Mikhalkova nezinye izinkanyezi ezaqala njengesibonelo

- Ngama-70s, wonke umuntu wayefisa ukuba ngusomkhathi, othisha, odokotela, futhi kuncane okwaziwayo ngomsebenzi wezimodeli zemfashini. Manje amagama amamodeli aziwa emhlabeni wonke, kepha lapho iSoviet Union yayihlala ngemuva kwe-Iron Curtain, sasinomagazini owodwa wemfashini, izwe ligqoke ngokwamaphethini, yize amafektri ayesebenza, kukhiqizwa nezindwangu, nezingubo bekuthungwa. Ngafika e-All-Union House of Models ngengozi. Ngangihamba ngoKuznetsky Most, ngiphatheke kabi ngokuthi angiqashiwe njengothisha wesiNgisi e-MAI, bathi ngangisemncane kakhulu, ngangibukeka njengomfundi, isiketi sami sasifushane kakhulu - konke ekubukekeni kwami ​​kwakungahambelani nabo. Endleleni, ngibone isikhangiso seqoqo lamamodeli e-House of Models. Umkhandlu wobuciko wanyanga zonke wawubanjelwe lapho. Umqondisi wezobuciko uTurchanovskaya, abaculi abahola phambili noSlava Zaitsev abasafufusa bebekhona. Angazi ukuthi nginqume kanjani ukuhamba, ngoba bengingaqondi ukuthi ngenzeni. Kodwa uSlava, lapho engibona, wathi ngokushesha: “O, yeka imilenze, izinwele! Isithombe sikaBotticelli sobuhle obusha. Sithatha! ”Yize imfashini enjalo, amantombazane amade eza lapho. Futhi ngangingenabude obude - 170 cm, futhi isisindo sami sasingama-47 kilogram kuphela. Yize ukuphakama okulungele imodeli kungu-175-178, kuyilapho amantombazane kaSlava ngisho nangaphansi kwemitha elilodwa namashumi ayisishiyagalombili enyukele endaweni yesikhulumi. Kepha-ke isithombe sikaTwiggy, intombazane entekenteke, saqala ukufunwa emigwaqeni yama-catwalks, ngasondela. Bese banginika igama lesidlaliso "isikhungo", kanti uLeva Anisimov, okuwukuphela komuntu wethu wesilisa, wagcona "ukubhonga" ngoba wayenesisindo esincane kakhulu.

Kamuva ngabona ukuthi lapho ngingena ku-All-Union House of Fashion Models, ngakhipha ithikithi lenhlanhla. Kube yingozi, kepha ngathola ithuba, ebengilisebenzisa. Indlu yemfashini bekungukuphela kwayo eya emazweni aphesheya, emele iSoviet Union, abaculi abavelele abanezitifiketi zemiklomelo abasebenza lapho, ngenxa yentuthuko izwe lonke eligqoke futhi lafaka izicathulo, amamodeli amahle kakhulu wemfashini avele emsamo. Abalingisi nama-ballerina, abaholi beqembu namakhosikazi abo, abashade nabo kanye nezikhulu zamazwe angaphandle begqoke lapho.

Nganikezwa incwadi yomsebenzi, okufakwe kuyo kwakungu "Model". Umsebenzi uqalwe ngo-9 ekuseni, owesifazane wasemnyangweni wezisebenzi wahlangana nathi emnyango, futhi sasivame ukuhamba ngo-12 ebusuku. Sibe yingxenye yokufakwa, emibonisweni yansuku zonke, kusihlwa sasiya eHholo Lamakholomu, eNdlu yeCinema, eVDNKh, emanxusa. Kwakungenakwenzeka ukwenqaba. Ukusuka ngaphandle kubonakala sengathi konke kuyisithombe esihle, umsebenzi olula, kepha empeleni kukhulu kakhulu. Ngobusuku, imilenze yakho yayishwabana ngenxa yokuthi uhlala ezithendeni, ngaphandle kwalokho, ngaleso sikhathi kwakungekho ibutho labaculi bezimonyo nezitayela, thina ngokwethu esazenzayo, senza izitayela zethu zezinwele.

Umsebenzi wemodeli yemfashini wawuthathwa njengongafundile. Umholo - ama-ruble angama-70-80 ngenyanga, kepha bakhokha ngokweqile ngokuqopha. Sinezinzuzo zethu. Ngemuva kokukhombisa ukuqoqwa, besingathenga izinto eziboniswe emsamo, noma sithunga into ngokwamaphethini. Ngiyakhumbula ukuthi ngangisithanda kakhulu isiketi se-midi, ngokushesha nje lapho ngisigqoka, babehlala bengihlaya engosini, futhi lapho ngiyithenga, ngangena kuyo, ngehla esitimeleni, futhi akekho noyedwa owaphendula ikhanda. Lokhu mhlawumbe kungumphumela wesigcawu, isithombe, ukwakheka. Kamuva, ngashintshelwa eshabhu lokuhlola ukuze ngithole isikhundla esikhethekile ngaphandle kokuhlolwa nsuku zonke. Amaqoqo imibukiso yakwamanye amazwe athuthukiswe lapho, futhi nokwenzeka kohambo lwaphesheya kwavuleka.

Yiqiniso, wonke umuntu waphupha ngakho. Ukuze sibe yindawo yokuphuma, besidinga idumela elingenasici. Ngemuva kwakho konke, besimele izwe, sasingubuso balo. Ngisho nokubonisa izingubo emsamo, kwakudingeka bakhanye injabulo ngakho konke ukubukeka kwabo, ukumamatheka. Manje amamodeli ahamba ngobuso obumnyama. Ngaphambi kokuya phesheya, sabizelwa kwi-KGB futhi sabuzwa imibuzo. Ohambweni lwakwamanye amazwe, sasenqatshelwe kakhulu - ukuxhumana nabantu bakwamanye amazwe, ukuzihambela, ngisho nokuphuza ikhofi elilodwa endaweni yokwamukela izivakashi ehhotela. Kwakudingeka sihlale ndawonye ekamelweni. Ngikhumbula ukuthi amantombazane ayelala kusihlwa, akha umbhede, agqoke izingubo, kwathi ngemuva kokuba umhloli enze umzuliswano kusihlwa, agijimela edisco. Angizange ngihambe nabo, ngangilinde izindaba ezivela kuNikita (umyeni wesikhathi esizayo, umqondisi uNikita Mikhalkov. - Approx. “Antenna”), owabe esesebenza ebusosheni, nezincwadi zaphesheya zazingafiki.

Impilo yami yangakithi ithuthukile ngokwengxenye yesikhulumi. Sake sahlolwa okuncane eWhite Hall yeNdlu yeCinema, futhi ngaleso sikhathi ifilimu kaRolan Bykov ethi “Telegram” yayikhonjiswa ehholo elingumakhelwane, uNikita wangibona… Yonke iNdlu Yamamodeli yangibuthela usuku lokuqala . Yize abaphathi bengabamukelanga lobu budlelwano, umqondisi wethu uViktor Ivanovich Yaglovsky waze wathi: “Tanya, kungani uyidinga le Marshak (njengoba ngasizathu simbe ebiza uNikita), awudingi ukuvela naye emphakathini.” Besingakashadi, futhi bekuhlelwe uhambo oluya eMelika.

Kamuva uNikita wayevame ukungingenisa njengothisha, hhayi imodeli yemfashini. Wayengawuthandi umsebenzi wami. Kubonakale ngathi lapho ngifika e-House of Models, bengishintsha ngokwendalo. Umkhathi uqobo unethonya elinjalo kimi. Wayengafuni ngipende. Waze wangenza ngageza konke ukwakheka kwami ​​lapho ngifika ngosuku lwami lokuqala. Ngimangele: “Abadwebi bakho bafake izimonyo kumafilimu.” Kepha ngenkathi ngihlanganyela ekuhumusheni, ngifundiswa eStroganovka, ngangingenalutho ngokumelene nakho. Yebo, iyiphi indoda engathanda ukuthi wonke umuntu aphendukele othandekayo wakhe, ambuke? Lesi sikhathi sehlukile manje - abanye bakulungele ukukhokhela omkabo ukuze bavele kumagazini noma ekuhlolweni, bamsize enze umsebenzi wokuqopha ifilimu nethelevishini.

Kwi-House of Models, amantombazane ayengavami ukwabelana ngemininingwane yomuntu siqu, ngoba yayingasetshenziswa ngokumelene nawe lapho kunqunywa umbuzo wokuthi ngubani ozoya phesheya. Abanye bajoyine iphathi ukuze bangabikho. Kwesinye isikhathi ngangiqaphela ukuthi amanye amamodeli ahanjiswa njalo emibukisweni yangaphandle, kepha ngokuhamba kwesikhathi ngafunda ukuthi, babenabaxhasi. Bengingazi ngalokhu, abazange baqalisane ngezinto ezinjalo.

Ku-catwalk ngeminyaka yama-70s, amamodeli wemfashini abusa ngaphezu kwama-30. Ngoba, okokuqala, athuthukise amamodeli wabesifazane abasebenzayo abakwaziyo ukuthenga lezi zimpahla. Lesi manje yisithombe esiphindaphindwayo sentombazane eyeve eshumini nambili. Futhi besinabo onobuhle bemfashini asebekhulile, basebenze e-House of Models isikhathi eside, baze bathatha umhlalaphansi. Nangu uValya Yashina, ngenkathi ngisebenza lapho, wakhombisa izingubo ezindala.

Ngahlangana ne-prima Regina Zbarskaya lapho ephinda ephuma esibhedlela waphinde wayiswa eModel House. Isiphetho sakhe sasibuhlungu, wayesevele ehluphekile ngothando lwakhe (uRegina wakhanya emsamo eminyakeni yama-60s, ngemuva kokukhashelwa ngumyeni wakhe wazama kaningi ukuzibulala. - I-Approx. “Antenna”). Phambilini, bekukhona inkanyezi ye-catwalk, kepha lapho ngibuya, ngabona ukuthi sesifikile isikhathi esehlukile, izithombe ezintsha, amantombazane amancane. URegina wabona ukuthi wayengeke angene emfuleni owodwa kabili, futhi wayengafuni ukufana nawo wonke umuntu. Waphinda futhi waya esibhedlela. Kamuva wasebenzela uZaitsev eFashion House yakhe.

Eqenjini nganginabangane ikakhulu noGalya Makusheva, uvela eBarnaul, wabe eseya eMelika. Abaningi bahlakazeke umhlaba wonke ngenkathi kuvulwa i-Iron Curtain, futhi abanye kwadingeka bayishiye iNyunyana ngisho nangaphambi kwalokho. UGalya Milovskaya wafuduka lapho lo magazini ushicilela isithombe sakhe esihlazo, lapho ahlala khona egandayiwe ngomhlane eMausoleum, imilenze ihlukene. UMila Romanovskaya waya eFrance nomculi u-Yuri Kuperman, u-Ellochka Sharova - waya eFrance, u-Augustina Shadova - waya eJalimane.

Ngisebenze njengemodeli yemfashini iminyaka emihlanu, ngiphatha bobabili u-Anya noTema (u-Anna no-Artem Mikhalkov. - Approx. “Antenna”) emsamo. Wabe esehamba. Futhi, ngakolunye uhlangothi, ngangijabule, ngoba ngabona ukuthi izingane zikhula kanjani, ngakolunye uhlangothi, uhlobo oluthile lokuma seluvele luqalile, kwaba yinto engathandeki. Yebo, futhi ngangikhathele umsebenzi onjalo. Manje imodeli iphetha isivumelwano ne-ejensi, ingasebenza noma kuphi emhlabeni, i-oda ehlukile yezimali, bese-ke bekungekho sizatho sokubambelela emsebenzini.

Ngiyabonga ukuthi kube nesikhathi esinjalo empilweni yami. Thina, amamodeli wemfashini, sizizwe njengamaphayona: i-mini yokuqala, izikhindi. Ngaba nenhlanhla yokusebenza nabaculi abavelele, ngahamba izwe lonke, ngamela izwe phesheya, ngabamba iqhaza emibonisweni eyingqayizivele enjengowesifazane wokuqala wase-United States uPat Nixon nonkosikazi kaNobhala Jikelele weKomidi Elikhulu leCPSU uVictoria Brezhneva. Sasihlala endaweni yokudala kangangoba kamuva angiqondanga isikhathi eside ukuthi kungani, noma ngabe ngiya phesheya noNikita, angikwazi ukuzitholela lutho. Kwakubonakala kukubi kimi ukuthenga izingubo ezenziwe ngomumo. Udinga ukuba nobuciko, uqale uthole ugqozi, ukhethe indwangu, uqhamuke nesitayela, usebenze njengomculi. Ngemuva kwakho konke, sikhombise izinto eziphakeme zokukhishwa emibonisweni.

Ngenkathi eminyakeni eyishumi eyedlule siqopha uhlelo oluthi “You are a supermodel” (nganginguSihlalo wejaji lapho), angikhathali ukuzibuza ukuthi sinalo yini igciwane lesimangaliso esinalo: amantombazane aseRussia ayesebenza emigwaqeni yaseParis, eMilan nase I-New York. Kodwa noma kunjalo isimo sashintsha, seziphelile izinsuku zamamodeli anjengoClaudia Schiffer noCindy Crawford, ababephumelele emisebenzini yabo amashumi eminyaka. Manje sidinga ubuso obusha, eminyakeni engama-25 usuvele ungowesifazane osekhulile. Abaqambi banezidingo ezahlukahlukene, kubalulekile kubo ukuthi abantu beze babuke izingubo, hhayi izinkanyezi eziyimodeli.

Ukubandakanyeka emhlabeni wemfashini ebusheni bami kunginike okuningi, futhi ngemuva kweminyaka nginqume ukubuyela kule mboni, kodwa ngendlela ehlukile. Ngo-1997, wahlela iRussia Silhouette Foundation, esiza abasiki bengqephu abasha ukuthi bazenze baziwe. Isikhathi sibeke konke endaweni yako. Manje uNikita akacabangi ukuthi ngenza ibhizinisi elingasho lutho, uyangisekela. USlava Zaitsev ungisizile ngathola amagama amasha emhlabeni wemfashini, ebesingabangani naye isigamu sekhulu leminyaka, uyisithandwa sami empilweni. Kwesinye isikhathi amamodeli afika ku-200 aya emibonisweni ye- "Russian Silhouette". Ngenxa yesipiliyoni somsebenzi owedlule, ngibona ngokushesha lawo mantombazane angaba nekusasa elihle…

Ngemuva kwesikole, ngasebenza njengomtapo wezincwadi isikhashana, ngaya ezifundweni, ngangizongena, kodwa ngandlela thile ngabona isikhangiso sokuqopha kumagazini wemfashini, esashicilelwa yindlu eyisibonelo eKuznetsky Most, futhi bangiyisa lapho. Ngangingu-174 cm ubude, nginesisindo esingu-51 kg kanti kuma-20s ami ngangibukeka ngimncane, banginika i-16. Kwakukuhle kumagazini, kodwa hhayi ngemibukiso e-House of Models. Ngalulekwa ukuthi ngithinte igumbi lokubukisa le-GUM. Ngafika emkhandlwini wobuciko, ngamukelwa. Abazange bafundise noma yini ngamabomu, futhi ngemuva kwamasonto ambalwa ngayeka ukwesaba kakhulu ukuya emsamo.

Igumbi lokubonisa lalisemugqeni wokuqala wesitezi sesithathu, ngamawindi abheke eKremlin naseMausoleum. Sibe nendawo yokusebenzela yokuthunga nendawo yokusebenzela yabadidiyeli, izindwangu, izicathulo neminyango yezemfashini. Izingubo zazenziwe ngezindwangu ezinikezwa yi-GUM. Sasinomagazini wethu wemfashini, umthwebuli wezithombe, abaculi. Abantu abangu-6-9 basebenze njengamamodeli. Izingubo bezithungwa ngokwehlukana ngakunye, hhayi zonke izinto zemodeli ehlukile ongazifaka kuwe. Ngezinsuku ezijwayelekile kwakukhona imibukiso emibili, ngoMgqibelo - emithathu, ngoLwesine nangeSonto sathola ukuphumula. Konke ngandlela thile bekufana nomndeni, kulula futhi ngaphandle komncintiswano. Abasanda kufika babingelelwa ngomusa, banikezwa isikhathi sokujwayela, base bemukelwa. Abanye besifazane basebenze lapho iminyaka engama-20.

Ihholo lokubonisa liphinde lasebenza njengendawo yokuhlangana, amalungu eKomsomol abuthana lapho, ngakho isiqubulo esithi "Phambili, empumelelweni yeqembu kanye nohulumeni!" Ulambile ngenhla. Futhi lapho ihora lethu lifika, kwafakwa “ulimi” emasondweni - umsamo owawunqamula kulo lonke ihholo. I-parquet yayiduma, kwakukhona amakhethini kanokusho, amakhethini e-awning, ikhandlela elikhulu le-crystal, elabe selidayiselwa indawo yaseshashalazini yesifundazwe… Ngesikhathi ngisebenza, ngathola ikhono lokubonisa izingubo. Izithameli zazingithanda ngoba ngakhuthazelela yonke into ngemizwa yami. Ukuphawula kommemezeli kwakuphakanyisiwe kulokhu, babengabalingani bethu, amamodeli esizukulwane esidala. Izeluleko zabo zingifundise okuningi. Kithina nakwizethameli, imizuzu engu-45-60 yombukiso kwakuyisikole samasiko wezingubo.

Okufakwe encwadini yezabasebenzi kwakubhalwe njengo "mkhangisi wezimodeli zezingubo, isisebenzi somkhakha wakwa-V." Izinga lalingama-ruble angama-84-90 kanye nezinga eliqhubekayo, elalincike ekusebenzeni kwehholo, ukuthengiswa kwamathikithi nokuqoqwa. Imali ekhokhwa njalo ngenyanga ingafinyelela kuma-ruble angama-40, kepha izindleko zokuphila zazingama-ruble angama-50. Ushizi ubiza ama-ruble ama-3. Ama-kopecks angama-20, amaSwitzerland - ama-ruble ama-3. Ama-kopecks angama-60 Ithikithi lombukiso ngamakhophi angama-50.

Ngemuva konyaka ngifikile kwi-GUM, ngahamba neqoqo elisha eCzechoslovakia nasePoland. Eminyakeni yokusebenza njengemodeli yemfashini, uvakashele phesheya amahlandla ayi-11, kufaka phakathi iHungary neBulgaria. IGUM yayingumngani nezitolo ezinkulu ezikula mazwe. Sasikwazi ukuthenga izingubo ezaziboniswa ku-catwalk, kodwa abantu abadumile babehamba phambili. Sathenga uTatyana Shmyga, umculi we-operetta, abalingisi, amakhosikazi abaqondisi bezitolo. Isikhathi eside ngangizigqoka lezi zinto, ziyangilingana, ngabe sengizinika izihlobo zami. Njengezinsalela, angisagcini lutho, futhi angizange ngidabule ngisho nezidwedwe ezimhlophe ezingutsheni zami, lapho kwakubhalwe khona ukuthi hlobo luni lweqoqo, unyaka wokukhishwa, yimuphi umculi nokuthi hlobo luni lomsebenzi wengcweti owathunga.

Igumbi lombukiso le-GUM liyintanga yami, lahlelwa ngo-1953, ngafika lapho ngo-1974 futhi ngasebenza iminyaka emihlanu ngekhefu ekuqopheni ifilimu i-Through Thorns to the Stars (umbhali uKir Bulychev nomqondisi uRichard Viktorov babona isithombe sika-Elena ngendlela futhi ngabona ukuthi ngubani ongadlala i-alien uNiya. - Approx. "Antenna") nokuzalwa kwengane. Wabuya futhi wangena emsamo kwaze kwaba ngu-1988. Ngenkathi indodana yami uSasha ineminyaka emibili ubudala, walingisa ku- “Guest from the Future”, base bengangidedela. Isiteji savalwa eminyakeni embalwa ngemuva kokuqala kweperestroika, ngoba ezinye izidingo zavela, kwakudingeka abantu abasha, futhi amamodeli aneminyaka engama-60 nawo asebenza ku-GUM ngasikhathi sinye. 

Yize kube nempumelelo enkulu yefilimu ethi "Through the Ameva to the Stars" (ngonyaka wokuqala wokukhishwa kwayo ihehe ababukeli abayizigidi ezingama-20,5. ngakuqonda ukuthi kuphela isici esasizwakala kule filimu ukubukeka kwami. Ukusuka okunjalo komlingisi wangempela kuzosebenza njengesisekelo esihle kulo msebenzi, kepha njengoba ngingasifakanga isicelo, bekungeke kungisize. Udinga ukusha ngokulingisa. Ngaphezu kwalokho, wayengenayo inkumbulo enhle yalokhu. Njengesibonelo, ngikhombise nesithombe ngasinye esimeni esithile, kepha buthule. Nganginomsebenzi omuhle wabesifazane, kungaba yinto engenangqondo ukuthatha nokuyeka konke.

Kamuva ngezwa ukuthi “Ngameva kuya ezinkanyezini” uthole umklomelo e-Italy (ku-1982 International Science Fiction Film Festival eyayiseTrieste, uMetelkina wahlonishwa njengomlingisi ohamba phambili. - Qaphela “u-Antennas”). Kwakungekho noyedwa osuka esithombeni sethu, okwavusa isithakazelo esikhulu. Futhi umklomelo wanikezwa uDonatas Banionis, owayekhona njengomlingisi weSolaris, kepha akekho owaziyo ukuthi lo mklomelo washonaphi.

Ngama-90s, ngangisebenza njengomsizi kasomabhizinisi u-Ivan Kivelidi (othathwa njengomunye wabantu abacebe kakhulu eRussia. - Approx. “Antenna”), ngemuva kokubulawa kwakhe ngahlala ehhovisi lakhe, nganginguNobhala nomhlanzi. Kwabe sekuqala enye impilo - waqala ukuya esontweni, wasiza nasekuhlanzeni, wenza ubungane namakholwa. Ngemuva kwalokho bangithatha njengothisha ezinganeni ezinokubambezeleka kwentuthuko. Sasihamba nabo, senza abangane, siphuza itiye, silungiselela izifundo. Kamuva wasebenza esitolo sezingubo. Ngize lapho ngesimemezelo sokuthi kudingeka amamodeli wemfashini. Ukhombise izingubo, wafundisa amantombazane ukuthi akwenze kanjani, wenza izimemezelo, ngoba umphathi wesitolo wayekholelwa ukuthi izwi lami likhuthaza ukuzethemba. Ngibe sengikhumbula i-GUM yami, ukuthi ababethuli bethu basebenza kanjani, futhi ngakhipha okudala kobusha bami. Ngathola nekhono lokusebenza njengomthengisi. Ukuze wenze lokhu, udinga ukwazi ukuzwa izifiso zomthengi, wazi okunezinhlobonhlobo, ubuze ukuthi yini owesifazane anayo ekhabethe lakhe, futhi usize ukuyenezela ukuze umenze abe muhle ngokwengeziwe. Ngibe sengithuthela esitolo sezicathulo, eduze nasekhaya. Ngike ngihlangane nomunye umuntu esitobhini sebhasi, angisabakhumbuli, kodwa abantu bayabonga: “Ngisasigqoka, ngiyabonga ngokusiza kwami.”

Izinto ezehlukene zehlela kimi. Mina angizange ngihlanganyele kunoma yiziphi izindaba. Kepha, uma lokhu kwenzeka kimi, kungabizwa ngokuthi isikole sempilo. Eletha umlingani womshado endlini futhi emhlalisa endlini yabazali bakhe eMoscow, wazikhuza ngalokhu (kusethi yefilimu ethi "Through Thorns to the Stars" U-Elena wahlangana nomyeni wakhe wakusasa, ngokuhamba kwesikhathi wazama ukummangalela indlu - Okungenayo. “I-Antenna”). Manje ungavele ubhalise umuntu, kepha-ke, njengoba ebhalisile, wayenelungelo lokuhlala endaweni. Into yobugebengu ngokuphelele. Silwe naye iminyaka emine. Lokhu kwangiphuca ukwethembela okukhethekile ebulilini besilisa futhi kwamisa ukwakheka komndeni, yize ngangibona izibonelo ezinhle phambi kwamehlo ami: udadewethu ubeshade iminyaka engama-40, abazali bami bebendawonye impilo yabo yonke. Kubonakale kimi: kuhle, noma cha. Ngingumngani nabantu besilisa, anginamahloni ngabo, kepha ukuze ngibavumele bavale, anginjalo. Embhangqwaneni, okokuqala nje, kufanele kube nokwethembana nenhlonipho, abangithumelanga isimo esinjalo.

Manje ngikhonza eSontweni Lokukhulekelwa Kwezingcwelengcwele Theotokos ePokrovsky-Streshnevo. Itholakala ehlathini, eduze kwamachibi, eduze kwefa leNkosazana Shakhovskoy. Sinezimpilo zethu lapho: i-zoo, ama-slide, amaphathi wezingane. Manje ukuxhumana kwami ​​namakhasimende kwenzeka esitolo esontweni ngezihloko: izincwadi zesonto, izipho zomshado, zosuku lwengelosi, izithonjana, amakhandlela, amanothi, engikubiza ngokuthi izinhlamvu zothando. Lapho ikhasimende lingibuza: "Ngingawathathaphi amaphepha?" Ngiyaphendula: “Amafomu. Ngezincwadi zakho zothando. ”Uyamamatheka futhi uyathandaza emamatheka.

Indodana yami yayijwayele ukulungisa izimoto, kodwa manje ibuye ibuye nesitolo sokubhaka kanye nesitolo nami esontweni. Uneminyaka engama-37, akakashadi, ufuna ukuthola intombi, kepha eminyakeni edlule ubelokhu efuna ngenkani. Ngandlela-thile nabapristi, sihle naye, bangabantu abaqondakalayo.

Eminyakeni emihlanu eyedlule nganginesisindo esifanayo nasebusheni bami, futhi manje sengiluleme, nginesisindo esingu-58 kg (u-Elena uneminyaka engama-66 ubudala - i-Approx. “Antenna”). Angikunamathele ekudleni, kepha, njengoba ngizila, isisindo sami sijwayelekile. Ukuzila ukudla kunciphisa ukusetshenziswa ngokunganaki kokudla nenjabulo. Nesifiso siyaphela, nemizwa iyancipha.

- Ngesikhathi ngisemusha, lapho ngineminyaka engu-11 ubudala, ngangizelula kakhulu, nganginamahloni ngobude bami ngakho-ke ngakhothama. Lesi yisona sizathu esenza ukuthi umama angithume ukuyofundela imodeli yemfashini, yize, uma ngikhuluma iqiniso, ngangifuna ukuzijwayeza ukudansa. Angikaze ngibuthande ubungcweti bemodeli, angikaze ngiphuphe ukuba yibo, kepha kwaba nesidingo sokulungisa ukuma kwami ​​nokuhamba kwami, ngoba angizange nje ngikhothame, kodwa ngacishe ngazingelwa emuva. Esikoleni, bangifundisa ukugcina umhlane wami, ukuhamba kahle - hhayi njenge-pretzel, kodwa njengentombazane enhle encane. Lapho ujwayele ukugoba, bese bekubeka incwadi ekhanda, ewa njalo, bakubeka kahle irula emhlane wakho, ukuze uqonde ukuthi awukwazi ukuhamba kanjalo… Besinezigaba zokuziphatha, i-photo studio, safunda izitayela, ngingasho ukuthi uma sekuhlanganiswe konke lokhu konke kungumcimbi okhulayo nentshisekelo wentombazane. Futhi eminyakeni yakhe yokufunda, ukumodela kwaba yithuba lesikhashana. Angizange ngigxile kulo msebenzi ukuze ngithole okuthile okubalulekile kuwo. Ngokubhukuda kwami, lokhu ekuqaleni kuyisitsha esincane kakhulu. Ngibambe iqhaza kwezentengiso, ngihamba kwi-catwalk, ngihlanganyela emincintiswaneni yonobuhle, ngoba kumnandi futhi ngangikuthanda ukuwina izipho: indawo yokwenza izinwele, iketela, ushokoledi. Lapho ngibuya eKrasnodar ngiya eMoscow, ngaqhubeka nokubamba iqhaza emicimbini efanayo, kepha hhayi ukukhombisa wonke umuntu ukuthi ngingubani ubuhle, noma ukuba yisibonelo ezingeni lomhlaba jikelele. Ngivele ngabona masisha ukuthi yonke le ngxenye yokumodela, ibhizinisi lokukhombisa kanye ne-cinema ihlobene kakhulu. Bengidinga ukungena kulo mphakathi. Futhi emsamo, nganginesithukuthezi ngakho-ke izigebengu, ngamomotheka, ngazilahla izicathulo zami ngaziphonsa ehholo, zahlabelela izingoma, ngakho-ke zonke iziqu ezihlekisayo ezinjenge "Miss Charm", "Miss Charm" zazingezami.

Ngabe ngizwe ukunakwa kwabesilisa? Incane ngandlela thile kumuntu wami empilweni. Hhayi ngoba ngingemuhle, angikaze ngibe nentshisekelo kwabobulili obuhlukile njengesisulu esilula, kwakubhalwe ebusweni bami ukuthi angisona leso sithelo. Ngakho-ke, ngaleso sikhathi noma kamuva angizange ngibe nobunzima. Abantu abaningi bacabanga ukuthi abalingisi benyuka isitebhisi somsebenzi ngombhede. Kepha uyazi ukuthi ubani ocabanga kanjalo? Hhayi amadoda, kepha abesifazane abangafezekisanga lokho abaphuphe ngakho, futhi nenze izifiso zabo zaba ngokoqobo. Yilokho kuphela. Abantu abanjalo abanomona bakholelwa ukuthi sihamba nje esiteji, sithi umbhalo, asenzi lutho olukhethekile, siyafana nabo, kepha bathembekile ngakho-ke basebenza ehhovisi, futhi impumelelo yethu ingembhede kuphela. Amadoda awacabangi kanjalo. Empeleni, bayabesaba abesifazane abaphumelelayo. Uma unjalo, unokuhlakanipha futhi kuyabonakala ebusweni bakho, ngokushesha baba nokwesaba. Yini okumele ihluphe? Bazocabanga izikhathi eziyikhulu ukuthi bathini ngaphambi kokusondela, ukuze bangazizwa belulazekile futhi banganqatshwa.

Isipiliyoni sami sokumodela sangisiza phakathi neminyaka yami yobusha. Futhi-ke bekungasizi ngalutho nganoma iyiphi indlela. Okokuqala, engikufunde ngaleso sikhathi akusasebenzi manje, futhi okwesibili, ukuze ngiqhubekele phambili, uhlelo luba nzima kakhulu. Ukusebenza kanzima, ukusebenza kanzima, ilukuluku, nokuzibophezela ekuthuthukiseni umzimba wakho namakhono sekuvele kuyadingeka. Udinga ukuba umlimi kuqala.