U-Emilia Clarke: 'Nginenhlanhla enkulu ukuthi ngisaphila'

Ngiyayithanda imikhuba yakhe - ethambile, kodwa ngandlela thize. Ukuzimisela kuyafundwa futhi emehlweni akhe acacile ombala ocwebezelayo ocashile - kokubili oluhlaza, noluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka, kanye nonsundu ngesikhathi esisodwa. Ukuqina — ezicini eziyindilinga-ezibushelelezi zobuso obukhangayo, obufana nonodoli. Ukuzethemba okuzolile - ekuhambeni. Futhi ama-dimples avela ezihlathini zakhe lapho emamatheka nawo awacacile - anethemba lokuhle.

Sonke isithombe sika-Amy, futhi ucela ukumbiza ngaleyo ndlela ("isikhashana futhi ngaphandle kwama-pathos"), uqinisekisa ukuphila. Ungomunye walabo abanqobayo, ongapheli amandla, othola indlela yokuphuma, futhi uma kunesidingo, umnyango. Unokumamatheka okukhulu kunawo wonke emhlabeni, izandla ezincane, ezingaguquki, amashiya angakaze azi amatweezers, nezingubo ezibonakala ezezingane - hhayi okungenani ngenxa yobuncane bakhe, yebo: i-jean evulekile, ibhulawuzi elinezimbali eziphinki namaflethi e-ballet aluhlaza aneminsalo yothando. .

Uyabubula njengobungane njengoba ehlola izimangaliso ze-fife-o-clock style ye-buffet edliwayo endaweni yokudlela yaseBrithani ehhotela i-Beverly Hills—zonke lezo zithelo ezomisiwe nezikhonkwane zezithelo zikaswidi, ukhilimu ojiyile osindayo, amasemishi amancane amahle, nojamu obumnandi. “O, angikwazi nokukubheka lokhu,” kubalisa u-Amy. “Ngikhuluphala nje ngibuka i-croissant!” Bese engeza ngokuzethemba: “Kodwa akunandaba.”

Lapha intatheli kufanele ibuze, yini inkinga ka-Amy. Kodwa ngiyazi kakade, kunjalo. Phela usanda kutshela izwe ngezinto ahlangabezane nazo naseminyakeni edlule. Awukwazi ukubalekela lesi sihloko esidabukisayo ... U-Amy akavumelani nami ngokuxakile mayelana nale ncazelo.

U-Emilia Clarke: Ukudangala? Kungani kumnyama? Kunalokho, kuyisihloko esihle kakhulu. Okwenzeka nokuhlangenwe nakho kwangenza ngabona indlela engijabule ngayo, indlela enginenhlanhla ngayo. Futhi konke lokhu, khumbula, akuncikile nhlobo ekutheni ngingubani, ngiyini, noma nginesiphiwo. Kufana nothando lukamama — futhi alunamibandela. Nakhu ngisele ngiphila ngaphandle kwemibandela. Nakuba ingxenye yesithathu yabo bonke abasinda ku-aneurysm yobuchopho ephukile befa ngokushesha. Isigamu - ngemva kwesikhathi esithile. Abaningi kakhulu bahlala bekhubazekile. Futhi ngisinde kabili, kodwa manje ngikahle. Futhi ngiluzwa lolu thando lukamama olufike kimi luvela ndawana thize. Angazi kuphi.

Psychology: Ingabe kukwenze wazizwa sengathi ukhethiwe? Phela, labo abasindisiwe ngokuyisimangaliso banesilingo esinjalo, esingokwengqondo ...

Ijika? Yebo, isazi sokusebenza kwengqondo sangixwayisa. Futhi mayelana neqiniso lokuthi abantu abanjalo kamuva bahlala nomuzwa wokuthi ulwandle lufika emadolweni kubo futhi i-Universe isezinyaweni zabo. Kodwa uyazi, isipiliyoni sami sihlukile. Angizange ngibalekele, bangisindisa ... Lowo wesifazane weqembu lezemidlalo engangikanye naye, owezwa imisindo engajwayelekile esitolo sasendlini yangasese - lapho ngiqala ukugula, ngoba ikhanda lami lalibuhlungu kakhulu, ngezwa ukuqhuma kobuchopho, ngokweqiniso…

Odokotela baseSibhedlela saseWhitington, lapho ngilethwe khona ngivela ekilabhini yezemidlalo ... Ngokushesha bathola ukuthi kune-aneurysm ephukile komunye wemikhumbi kanye nokopha kwe-subarachnoid - uhlobo lwe-stroke lapho igazi linqwabelana phakathi kolwelwesi lobuchopho. Odokotela abahlinzayo e-National Center for Neurology eLondon, abangihlinze kathathu, okunye kwakho ebuchosheni obuvulekile...

Umama, owangibamba isandla izinyanga ezinhlanu, kubonakala sengathi akakaze angibambe kangaka isandla sami ebuntwaneni bami. Ubaba owaxoxa izindaba ezihlekisayo ngenkathi ngicindezeleke kakhulu ngemva kokuhlinzwa kwesibili. Umngane wami omkhulu u-Lola, owafika esibhedlela sami lapho ngine-aphasia - inkumbulo iphelelwa amandla, ukungahleleki kwenkulumo - ukuqeqesha inkumbulo yami ndawonye ngevolumu ye-Shakespeare, ngake ngamazi cishe ngekhanda.

Umfowethu - umdala kunami ngonyaka nengxenye kuphela - okwathi, ngemva kokuhlinzwa kwami ​​kokuqala, washo kanjalo ngokungananazi futhi ngisho nangonya, futhi akazange aqaphele ukuthi kuzwakala kuwubuwula kangakanani: «Uma ungalulami, ngizokubulala! » Nabahlengikazi ngeholo labo elincane nomusa omkhulu...

Angizange ngisindiswe. Bangisindise - abantu, futhi ngokuqondile. Hhayi uNkulunkulu, hhayi ukuhlinzeka, hhayi inhlanhla. Abantu. Nginenhlanhla ngempela. Akuwona wonke umuntu onenhlanhla. Futhi ngiyaphila. Nakuba ngezinye izikhathi ngangifuna ukufa. Ngemva kokuhlinzwa kokuqala, lapho ngiqala i-aphasia. Umhlengikazi ezama ukuthola isimo sesiguli, wangibuza igama lami eliphelele. Igama lami lepasi ngingu-Emilia Isobel Euphemia Rose Clark. Angizange ngikhumbule lonke igama ... Kodwa impilo yami yonke yayixhumene nenkumbulo nenkulumo, konke engangifuna ukuba yikho futhi ngase ngiqalile ukuba yikho!

Lokhu kwenzeke ngemuva kokuqoshwa kwesizini yokuqala ye-Game of Thrones. Ngangineminyaka engu-24 ubudala. Kodwa ngangifuna ukufa ... ngazama ukucabanga ngempilo yesikhathi esizayo, futhi ... kwakungangifanele ukuyiphila. Ngingumlingisi futhi kufanele ngikhumbule indima yami. Futhi ngidinga ukubona okuseceleni kwesethi kanye nasesiteji… Kamuva ngaphezu kwesikhathi esisodwa ngaba nokwethuka, ukwethuka. Bengifuna nje ukukhishwa. Ukuze lokhu kuphele…

Lapho ukuhlinzwa okuncane ukuze kuncishiswe i-aneurysm yesibili kungaphumeleli kakhulu - ngavuka ngemva kokulaliswa kwezinzwa nginezinhlungu ezimbi kakhulu, ngoba ukopha kwaqala futhi kwakudingeka ukuvula ugebhezi lwekhanda ... Lapho konke kubonakala sengathi sekuphelile ngempumelelo futhi sasikanye ne-Game of Thrones. ku-Comic Con' e, umcimbi omkhulu kunayo yonke embonini yamahlaya nemicabango, futhi ngacishe ngaquleka ngenxa yekhanda...

Futhi awuzange ucabangele ukuthi kungenzeka yini uphile, kodwa ungabi umlingisi?

Wenzani! Angizange ngicabange ngakho - kimina kuyinto engacabangeki! Sasihlala e-Oxford, ubaba wayengunjiniyela womsindo, wayesebenza eLondon, ezinkundleni zemidlalo yaseshashalazini ehlukahlukene, wenza umculo odumile eWest End - Chicago, West Side Story. Futhi wangiyisa ezivivinyweni. Futhi lapho - iphunga lothuli nezimonyo, ukuduma kwe-grate, ukuhleba ebumnyameni ... Izwe lapho abantu abadala benza izimangaliso.

Lapho ngineminyaka emine, ubaba wangithatha nami nomfowethu waya ku-Show Boat yomculo, mayelana neqembu letiyetha elintantayo elizulazula e-Mississippi. Ngangiyingane enomsindo futhi egangile, kodwa kulawo mahora amabili ngihlezi nginganyakazi, kuthe lapho kuqala ihlombe, ngagibela esihlalweni ngashaya ihlombe, ngishaya phezu kwaso.

Futhi yilokho. Kusukela ngaleso sikhathi kuqhubeke, ngangifuna kuphela ukuba umlingisi. Akukho okunye okwakucatshangwa. Njengomuntu ojwayelene kakhulu nalomhlaba, ubaba akazange asijabulele isinqumo sami. Wagcizelela ukuthi abalingisi bangama-neurotics angasebenzi. Futhi umama wami - wayehlala esebenza ebhizinisini futhi ngandlela thize eqagela ukuthi ngangingekho kule ngxenye - wangiqinisekisa ngemuva kwesikole kanye nemikhiqizo yezingane ukuthi ngithathe ikhefu unyaka wonke. Okusho ukuthi, ungangeni eshashalazini ngaso leso sikhathi, qalaza.

Futhi ngasebenza njengoweta unyaka wonke, ngihamba nojosaka ngidlula eThailand naseNdiya. Nokho wangena eLondon Centre for Dramatic Art, lapho afunda khona okuningi ngaye. Izindima zamaqhawekazi zazihlala zifika kubafundi abade, abancane, abaguquguqukayo, abanezinwele ezimhlophe ezingabekezeleleki. Futhi kimi - indima yomama ongumJuda ku-"Rise and shine." Kuyadabukisa ukuthi awungizwanga ngikhuluma njengo-anti waseBronx! Ngadlala nezalukazi. Futhi ama-gnomes kuma-matinees ezingane.

Futhi akekho owayengakubona kusengaphambili ukuthi wawumiselwe ukuba Mhlophe Eqhwa! Ngisho u-Daenerys Targaryen ku-Game of Thrones.

Futhi okokuqala, mina! Ngabe sengifuna ukudlala kokuthile okubalulekile, okubalulekile. Izindima okufanele uzikhumbule. Futhi kanjalo nama-gnomes aboshwe. Kodwa kwadingeka ngikhokhele ifulethi eLondon, futhi ngasebenza esikhungweni sezingcingo, ekhabetheni laseshashalazini, eliholela ku-«Isitolo ku-sofa», kuyisimangaliso esiphelele. Kanye nomnakekeli kumnyuziyamu wezinga lesithathu. Umsebenzi wami omkhulu bekuwukutshela izivakashi: "Indlu yangasese iqonde phambili nakwesokudla."

Kodwa ngolunye usuku i-ejenti yami yangishayela ucingo: “Yeka itoho, woza esitudiyo kusasa uzoqopha izigcawu ezimbili ngevidiyo. Kuwucingo lokusakaza lochungechunge olukhulu lwe-HBO, kufanele uzame, thumela umbhalo ngeposi.» Ngifunda ngoblonde omude, ozacile, omuhle. Ngihleka kakhulu, ngibiza i-ejenti: “Gene, uqinisekile ukuthi kufanele ngize? Uyakhumbula nokuthi ngibukeka kanjani, ingabe uyawuphambanisa nanoma yimaphi amaklayenti akho? Ngingu-157 cm ubude, ngikhuluphele futhi ngicishe ngibe nebrunette.

Wangiduduza: “umshayeli wendiza” onesiteshi eside esine-blonde usevele uphendule ababhali, manje ozodlala, hhayi obukeka enjengaye, uzokwenza. Futhi ngabizelwa kunhlolokhono yokugcina eLos Angeles.

Ngesikhathi ngisalinde isikhathi sami, ngazama ukuthi ngingaqalazi: ama-blondes amade, aguquguqukayo, amahle ngendlela engaqondakali ayehamba njalo. Ngadlala izigcawu ezintathu futhi ngabona ubuso babaphathi bubonakala. Wabuza: ingabe kukhona okunye engingakwenza? UDavid (David Benioff - omunye wabadali boMdlalo Wezihlalo Zobukhosi. - Approx. ed.) uphakamise: "Ingabe uzodansa?" Okuhle ukuthi angikucelanga ukuthi ucule...

Ukugcina kwami ​​ukucula esidlangalaleni ngineminyaka engu-10, lapho ubaba, ngaphansi kwengcindezi yami, wangiyisa kunhlolokhono yomculo othi "Girl for Goodbye" eWest End. Ngisakhumbula ukuthi ngesikhathi ngidlala wavala ubuso bakhe ngezandla zakhe! Futhi ukudansa kulula. Futhi mina incendiary ngenza umdanso wezinkukhu, engangicula ngawo kuma-matinees. Ngicabanga ukuthi abakhiqizi bahlangabezane nokushaqeka kwesiko. Futhi ngethuka lapho ngivunyelwa.

Ubungumdlali wokuqala futhi waba nempumelelo enkulu. Ukushintshe kanjani?

Uyabona, kulo msebenzi, ize ifike nomsebenzi. Lapho umatasa, lapho udingeka. Kuyisilingo sokuhlala uzibuka ngeso lomphakathi kanye nabezindaba. Cishe kuwubuhlanya ukuvala ucingo mayelana nendlela obukeka ngayo… Ngizokhuluma iqiniso, ngibe nenkinga yokubhekana nengxoxo ngezigcawu zami ezinqunu – kokubili ezingxoxweni nakwi-inthanethi. Uyakhumbula ukuthi isigcawu esibaluleke kakhulu se-Daenerys ngesizini yokuqala yileso lapho enqunu ngokuphelele? Nozakwenu bangiphawule kanje: udlala ngowesifazane onamandla, kodwa uxhaphaza ubulili bakho… Kwangilimaza.

Kodwa wabaphendula?

Yebo. Okuthile okufana nalokhu: "Mangaki amadoda engidinga ukuwabulala ukuze ungibheke njengomuntu wesifazane?" Kodwa i-inthanethi yayimbi kakhulu. Izinkulumo ezinjena ... ngiyakuzonda nokucabanga ngazo. Ukuthi ngikhuluphele nakho kuyinto ethambile. Okubi nakakhulu kwakuyimicabango emnandi ngami, lezo izibukeli besilisa ezizisho ngokungenamahloni ekuphawuleni kwazo ... Bese kuba yi-aneurysm yesibili. Ukuqopha isizini yesibili kwakuwukuhlukumeza nje. Ngangigxilisa ingqondo ngesikhathi ngisebenza, kodwa zonke izinsuku, ishifu ngayinye, umzuzu nomzuzu ngangicabanga ukuthi ngiyafa. Ngazizwa ngiphelelwa yithemba...

Uma ngishintshile, yisona sizathu kuphela leso. Ngokuvamile, ngangihlekisa ngokuthi ama-aneurysms abe nomthelela oqinile kimi - ahlula ukunambitheka okuhle emadodeni. Ngayihleka. Kodwa empeleni, angisenandaba nokuthi ngibukeka kanjani emehlweni omunye umuntu. Kuhlanganisa neyabesilisa. Ngakopela ukufa kabili, manje sekubalulekile kuphela ukuthi ngikusebenzisa kanjani ukuphila.

Ingakho manje usunquma ukukhuluma ngolwazi lwakho? Phela kuyo yonke le minyaka, izindaba ebezingase zithathe amaphepha aphambili ephephabhukwini ngendlela eyisimanga azizange zingene kuzo.

Yebo, ngoba manje ngiyakwazi ukusiza abantu abadlule entweni efanayo. Futhi ukuzibandakanya esikhwameni se-SameYou Charity ("Konke okufanayo nawe"), kusiza abantu abalimele ebuchosheni futhi kusekela ucwaningo kule ndawo.

Kodwa ukuze uthule iminyaka engu-7 futhi ukhulume kuphela ngaphambi kombukiso omenyezelwe kabanzi wesizini yokugcina ye-"Games ...". Kungani? Umgxeki uzothi: iqhinga elihle lokumaketha.

Futhi ungabi umgxeki. Ukuba umgxeki ngokuvamile kuwubuwula. Ingabe i-Game of Thrones idinga okunye ukukhangisa? Kodwa ngathula, yebo, ngenxa yakhe - ngangingafuni ukulimaza iphrojekthi, ukuheha ukunaka kimi.

Uthe manje awunandaba nokuthi ubukeka kanjani emehlweni amadoda. Kodwa kuyamangaza ukuzwa owesifazane oneminyaka engu-32 ubudala! Ikakhulukazi njengoba okwedlule kwakho kuxhumene namadoda akhaliphile njengoRichard Madden noSeth MacFarlane (uMadden ungumlingisi waseBrithani, uzakwabo kaClake kuGame of Thrones; UMacFarlane ungumlingisi, umdidiyeli kanye nombhali wemidlalo yeshashalazi, manje osengomunye wosomahlaya abahamba phambili e-United States) …

Njengengane ekhule inabazali abajabule, emndenini ojabulayo, angikwazi ukucabanga ukuthi anginaye owami. Kodwa ngandlela thize lokhu kuhlala kuphambi kwami, esikhathini esizayo ... Kuvele ukuthi ... umsebenzi uyimpilo yami yomuntu siqu. Kwathi… Lapho mina noSeth siqeda ubuhlobo bethu, ngenza umthetho womuntu siqu. Okusho ukuthi, waboleka kumculi oyedwa omangalisayo wokwenza izinto. Uphinde abe nesifinyezo sakhe - BNA. Kusho ukuthini "abalingisi abaningi".

Kungani?

Ngoba ubudlelwano buyahlukana ngenxa yesizathu esiwubuwula, esiwubuwula, sobugebengu. Ebhizinisini lethu, lokhu kubizwa ngokuthi "ukungqubuzana kweshejuli" - abalingisi ababili bahlale benezinhlelo ezihlukene zomsebenzi nokuqopha, ngezinye izikhathi emazwenikazi ahlukene. Futhi ngifuna ubuhlobo bami bunganciki ezinhlelweni ezingenamphefumulo, kodwa kimi kuphela kanye nalowo engimthandayo.

Futhi akukhona ukuthi ingane yabazali abajabulayo inezidingo eziphakeme kakhulu zomlingani nobudlelwano?

Lesi ngesinye futhi isihloko esibuhlungu kimi … Ubaba wami washona eminyakeni emithathu edlule ngenxa yomdlavuza. Sasizwana kakhulu, wayengelona ikhehla. Ngangicabanga ukuthi uzohlala nami iminyaka eminingi ezayo. Futhi akekho. Ngangikwesaba kakhulu ukufa kwakhe. Ngaya esibhedlela sakhe ngivela ekuqoshweni kwe-"Game ...» - evela eHungary, evela e-Iceland, evela e-Italy. Lapho nangemuva, amahora amabili esibhedlela - usuku kuphela. Kwaba sengathi ngizame ngale mizamo, ngezindiza, ukumncenga ukuthi ahlale ...

Angikwazi ukukwamukela ukufa kwakhe, futhi ngokusobala ngeke ngikwamukele. Ngikhuluma naye ngedwa, ngiphindaphinda ama-phorisms akhe, ayeyingcweti yawo. Isibonelo: «ungabathembi labo abane-TV endlini ethatha isikhala esiningi kunezincwadi.» Mhlawumbe, ngingabheka umuntu onezimfanelo zakhe, umusa wakhe, nezinga lokungiqonda kwakhe. Futhi-ke ngeke ngikuthole - akunakwenzeka. Ngakho-ke ngizama ukuqaphela okuqulekile futhi, uma kuyingozi, ngikunqobe.

Uyabona, ngabhekana nezinkinga eziningi zobuchopho. Ngiyazi ngokuqinisekile: ubuchopho busho lukhulu.

IZINTO EZINTATHU EZINTATHU ZIKA-EMILIA CLARK

Idlala ethiyetha

U-Emilia Clarke, owaduma ngochungechunge futhi owadlala ku-blockbusters u-Han Solo: I-Star Wars. Izindaba «kanye» Terminator: Genesis «, amaphupho … edlala ethiyetha. Kuze kube manje, ulwazi lwakhe luncane: kusukela emikhiqizweni emikhulu - kuphela «Ibhulakufesi e-Tiffany's» esekelwe emdlalweni kaTruman Capote ku-Broadway. Umdlalo waqashelwa abagxeki kanye nomphakathi njengongaphumeleli kangako, kodwa ... “Kodwa ithiyetha uthando lwami! - umlingisi uyavuma. - Ngoba ithiyetha ayikhulumi ngomculi, hhayi ngomqondisi. Imayelana nabalaleli! Kuyo, umlingisi oyinhloko nguye, ukuxhumana kwakho naye, ukushintshaniswa kwamandla phakathi kwesiteji nezethameli.

I-Vesti Instagram (inhlangano eyeqisayo evinjelwe eRussia)

UClarke unabalandeli abacishe babe yizigidi ezingama-20 ku-Instagram (inhlangano eyeqisayo evinjelwe eRussia). Futhi ngokuzithandela uhlanganyela nabo izinjabulo, futhi ngezinye izikhathi izimfihlo. Yebo, lezi zithombe ezinomfana omncane namazwana anjengokuthi "Ngazama kanzima ukulalisa u-godson wami ukuthi ngilale phambi kwakhe" kuyathinta. Kodwa izithunzi ezimbili esihlabathini esimhlophe, zahlanganiswa zaba ukuqabulana, namagama-ncazo athi “Lolu suku lokuzalwa nakanjani ngizolukhumbula” — ngokusobala bekunombono wokuthile okuyimfihlo. Kodwa njengoba isithombe esifanayo sivele ekhasini lomqondisi uCharlie McDowell, indodana yomculi odumile uMalcolm McDowell, isiphetho saziphakamisa. Qagela ukuthi iyiphi?

dlala umculo

“Uma uthayipha u-“Clark + flute” kusesho lwe-Google, impendulo izoba ecacile: U-Ian Clark ungumdlali womtshingo odumile waseBrithani nomqambi. Kodwa futhi nginguClark, futhi ngithanda ukudlala umtshingo ngokufanayo,” kububula u-Emilia. - Kuphela, ngeshwa, angidumile, kodwa imfihlo, umtshingo we-conspiratorial. Ngiseyingane, ngafunda ukudlala upiyano nesiginci. Futhi empeleni, ngiyazi nokuthi kanjani. Kodwa ngaphezu kwakho konke ngiyakuthanda - kumtshingo. Kodwa akekho owaziyo ukuthi yimina. Ukucabanga ukuthi ngilalele okurekhodiwe. Futhi kukhona umuntu oyinkohliso ngokuphelelwa yithemba!