“Ngeke uthande umuntu oyedwa kangaka. Noma ngabe ungumama wakho." Ngo-April, ezikrinini ezinkulu kwamanye amadolobha, usengabona «The Promise at Dawn» - ukuguqulwa ngokucophelela kwencwadi ka-Romain Gary mayelana nothando lukamama olukhulu, oludla konke futhi olubhubhisayo.
Umama uyayithanda indodana yakhe. Ngobudlova, ngesisa, ngokuvala izindlebe. Ngomhlatshelo, ngenkani, ezikhohlwa. Unina uphupha ngekusasa lakhe elikhulu: uzoba umlobi odumile, indoda yezempi, inxusa lesiFulentshi, umnqobi wezinhliziyo. Umama umemeza amaphupho akhe kuwo wonke umgwaqo. Kuphendula umgwaqo uyahleka.
Indodana iyamthanda unina. Ngokuzithoba, ngokuthuthumela, ngokuzinikela. Ezama kanzima ukulandela imiyalelo yakhe. Uyabhala, adanse, afunde ukudubula, avule i-akhawunti yokunqoba kothando. Akukhona ukuthi uyaphila - kunalokho, uzama ukuthethelela lokho okulindelwe kuye. Futhi nakuba ekuqaleni ephupha eshada nonina futhi ephefumula ngokujulile, “umcabango wokuthi umama uzofa ngaphambi kokuba kwenzeke konke akulindele” awubekezeleleki kuye.
Ekugcineni, indodana iba umlobi odumile, indoda yezempi, inxusa French, umnqobi izinhliziyo. Yilowo kuphela owayekwazise ongasaphili, futhi akakwazi ukuzijabulela futhi aziphilele yena.
Umama weqhawe akayamukeli indodana yakhe njengoba injalo - cha, uyaqopha, wenza isithombe esihle kuye.
Indodana yagcwaliseka futhi ngeke igcwalise okungeyona eyakhe - amaphupho kanina. Wenza isithembiso kuyena “sokuthethelela ukuzidela kwakhe, afanelekele uthando lwakhe.” Ubusiswe kanye ngothando oluchotshozayo futhi waphucwa lona ngokuzumayo, ufanelwe ukubulangazelela futhi abuzwe ngokujulile ubuntandane bakhe. Bhala amagama angasoze awafunda. Enze izigigaba angeke azazi.
Uma usebenzisa i-psychological optics, i-«Promise at Dawn» ibukeka njengendaba yothando olungenampilo nhlobo. Umama weqhawe uNina Katsev (empeleni - uMina Ovchinskaya, esikrinini - uCharlotte Gainbourg okhaliphile) akayamukeli indodana yakhe njengoba injalo - cha, uyabaza, wenza isithombe esihle kuye. Futhi akunandaba ukuthi kubiza malini kuye: «Ngesikhathi esizayo lapho othile ethuka umama wakho, ngifuna ulethwe ngohlaka.
Umama ngokungenamibandela, ukholelwa ngokuqinile empumelelweni yendodana yakhe - futhi, cishe, ngenxa yalokhu, uba yilokho okwaziwa umhlaba wonke: umshayeli wezempi, usopolitiki, omunye wababhali abadume kakhulu eFrance, owawina kabili. Lomklomelo weGoncourt. Ngaphandle kwemizamo yakhe, izincwadi zomhlaba bezizolahlekelwa kakhulu … kodwa kuyafaneleka yini ukuphila impilo yakho uzama ukufeza okulindeleke kwabanye abantu?
URomain Gary wazidubula eneminyaka engu-66. Encwadini yakhe yokuzibulala, wabhala: “Ungachaza yonke into ngokucindezeleka kovalo. Kodwa kulokhu, kufanele kukhunjulwe ukuthi selokhu ngimdala, futhi nguye owangisiza ukuba ngizibandakanye ngokwanele emsebenzini wokubhala.