Le ntombazane yaya kodokotela izinyanga eziyisithupha, izama ukuthola izizathu zokugula kwayo. Kepha ngabona ukuthi yini inkinga lapho ukuzala sekugcwele ngokuphelele.
U-Aimi Almeida manje useneminyaka engama-20 ubudala, ungumblogger odumile waseBrazil. Intombazane ikhuluma ngaye, ikwazi ukubloga mayelana nezimonyo futhi ngasikhathi sinye ikhasi lendodana yakhe enonyaka nesigamu uPedro. Futhi lo mfana omncane usenendaba emnandi kakhulu.
U-Aimee wakhulelwa lapho eneminyaka engu-18 kuphela. Mhlawumbe kusenesikhathi, kodwa akumangazi. Kuyamangaza ukuthi wayengazi nokwazi ngakho. Khona-ke intombazane yavele yahlukana nesoka layo futhi yayikhathazeke kakhulu ngalokhu. Kangangokuba waze wathuthela kwelinye idolobha ukuze kungabikho lutho oluzomkhumbuza okwedlule. Wayeka ukuya ejimini, waqala ukudla noma yini.
“Lawa kwakungama-hamburger nama-noodle asheshayo. Ngakhuluphala masinyane, kepha angizange ngijuluke: Ngazitshela ukuthi anginaso nje isikhathi semidlalo nokudla. Noma kunjalo, ukudla kwangisiza ngakwazi ukubhekana nokukhathala emoyeni ngemuva kokuhlukana nesoka, ”kusho u-Aimi.
Kepha isisindo asisibi kangako. Intombazane yazizwa isiba kubi kakhulu. Wayehlala njalo enomfutho wegazi ophansi, engenamandla okuthola noma yini, futhi ekuseni wayengakwazi ukuphuma embhedeni. U-Aimee waya kudokotela, owalalela izikhalazo zakhe futhi wanquma ukuthi konke kumayelana nesimo sentombazane. Njengokuthi, zonke izinkinga zivela enhliziyweni ephukile.
Ngemuva kwalokho imilenze ka-Aimee yaqala ukuvuvukala ngendlela emangalisayo. Wabe esedlulisa iseshini futhi ngokuvakashela udokotela wadonsa kwaze kwaba sekugcineni. Ngaya esibhedlela kuphela lapho umama nogogo bamphoqa ngokoqobo: bobabili babenezinkinga ngemithambo yegazi, futhi besaba kakhulu impilo yendodakazi yabo. Udokotela akazange athole lutho olungahambi kahle ngesimo sika-Aimee. Uphakamise ukuthi kungaba yizinkinga zezinso, wabe esenikela ngokuhlolwa okwengeziwe. U-Aimee wavuma, kodwa akazange abe nesikhathi sokuphasa izivivinyo.
Ngosuku lokugcina lwesikole, le ntombazane yezwa amajaqamba angajwayelekile esiswini nasemhlane. Kodwa wanquma ukungabanaki, kwakufanele aqede izifundo zakhe. Ngemuva kombhangqwana osekolishi, u-Aimi wabuyela ekhaya eyodla futhi egeza. Khonamanjalo, ubuhlungu babuqina. Ishawa yanciphisa isimo sakhe, kepha hhayi isikhathi eside.
“Bengingakwazi ukudla, ukuphuza noma ukukhuluma nanoma ngubani. Ngazama ukulala, kodwa kwakubuhlungu ngaze ngakwazi nokulala, ”kuqhuba u-Aimi. - Angiqondanga ukuthi kwenzekeni kimi, kepha angikwazi ukuqagela isizathu sangempela sesimo sami. Phela isikhathi sami sasiqhubeka njengenjwayelo, ukukhulelwa kwanqanyulwa ngokushesha. "
U-Aimi waya eshaweni futhi, ngoba ngaphansi kwemifudlana yamanzi afudumele wayezizwa engcono. Ekugcineni, uvele wahlala phansi eshaweni wavele wakhala - ubesezinhlungwini ezinkulu. Kangangokuthi akakwazanga nokufika ocingweni ukufona acele usizo. Kwabe sekuqala imizamo - u-Aimi ngokuzithandela wenza konke ngokulungile, noma-ke, umzimba wakhe wamenzela konke.
Kulapho kwavela khona ikhanda lengane lapho u-Aimee abona khona ukuthi kwenzakalani. Isikhathi sakhe besingafani nhlobo - besopha ngesikhathi ekhulelwe. Ngenhlanhla, ingane yazalwa iphilile futhi ingenazinkinga.
“Bengingenaso isikhathi sokumangala. Futhi akwenzekanga ngisho nokubiza i-ambulensi. Bengicabanga ukuthi ngenza kanjani yonke into ngokulungile futhi ngingayilimazi ingane, ”kusho le ntombazane.
U-Aimee wayenomfana. Usike inkaba uqobo - ukuthola ukuthi ungakwenza kanjani lokhu, ubuke ividiyo ku-YouTube, ebonakala inemiyalo yazo zonke izikhathi.
“Ngasula indodana yami, ngageza igazi, ngahlanza yonke into ukuze ngingathuki umakhelwane wami” - akekho omunye umuntu owachitha amahora okuqala ngemuva kokubeletha ngale ndlela.
U-Aimi akazange aye kudokotela: akazange aqonde ukuthi angakuchaza kanjani ukuzalwa kwakhe okungazelelwe, ngaphandle kokuhlolwa, ngaphandle kokuhlolwa. Kodwa umngane nokho waqinisekisa intombazane ukuthi iphendukele kuchwepheshe, ngoba ingane yayidinga ukuhlolwa, yayidinga ukugonywa. Futhi odokotela bahlabeka umxhwele ngempela ngendaba yakhe. Futhi abazali bashaqeka ngokuphelele: udokotela wabiza umama ka-Aimee, futhi wanquma ukuthi kwakudlalwa ngaye.
“Umama wabe esebona ukuthi konke kuyiqiniso, abazali baphuthuma kimi, base beyothenga izinto zengane - ngangingenalutho, ngingenayo i-romper suit, ngingenawo amanabukeni, ngisho nombhede omncane nje kuphela,” kumamatheka le ntombazane.
Manje uPedro Lucas usevele unyaka nohhafu. Umama osemusha uvumile: kwakungelula ukuthi aqonde, azizwe ukuthi usevele ungumama. Kodwa manje konke sekuphelile, futhi uyazibuza ukuthi ujabule kangakanani ngomfana wakhe.
Futhi, ngasendleleni, akazange ngisho aphazamise izifundo zakhe. Ngemuva kwamaholide, u-Aimi ubuyele ekolishi, lapho efundela khona ukuba ngumhlengikazi.