Okuqukethwe
Yiziphi izisusa eziyisisekelo zezenzo zabalingiswa abadumile bemibhalo? Kungani benza lokhu noma lokho kukhetha, ngezinye izikhathi befaka thina, bafundi, ekudidekeni? Sifuna impendulo nodokotela wezengqondo.
Kungani uLarisa engazange abe yinkosikazi kuMokiy Parmenych ocebile?
U-Moky Parmenych ukhuluma noLarisa njengomuntu webhizinisi: umemezela izimo, uchaza izinzuzo, uyamqinisekisa ngokwethembeka kwakhe.
Kodwa uLarisa akaphili ngenzuzo, kodwa ngemizwa. Futhi imizwa yakhe iphazamisekile: usanda kufunda ukuthi uSergei Paratov, owahlala naye ubusuku bothando (ecabanga ukuthi manje bazoshada), uthembisene omunye futhi ngeke amshade. Inhliziyo yakhe ibuhlungu, kodwa isaphila.
Ukuze abe yinkosikazi kaMokiy Parmenych kuye kufana nokuzidela, ayeke ukuba umuntu onomphefumulo futhi abe into engaphili edlula ngobumnene isuka komunye umnikazi iye komunye. Kuye, lokhu kubi kunokufa, okuyinto ekugcineni akhetha ukuba "into".
U-Larisa weza nesijeziso ngokwakhe, nakuba engenacala lokuthi akanalo ilobolo.
U-Larisa wakhulela ngaphandle kobaba emndenini ompofu. Umama wazama ukushada amadodakazi akhe amathathu (Larisa wesithathu). Sekuyisikhathi eside indlu iyisango, umama uhweba ngokuthanda indodakazi yakhe, wonke umuntu uyazi ngosizi lwakhe.
U-Larisa uzama ukuxazulula izinkinga ezintathu: ukuhlukana nomama wakhe, ukuthola isimo esizinzile somphakathi "somfazi" nokuyeka ukuba yinto yezifiso zobulili zamadoda. Ebhekene nehlazo ngenxa yokuphila "ekamu lama-gypsy", u-Larisa unquma ukuthembela kumuntu wokuqala ozonikeza isandla nenhliziyo yakhe.
I-moral masochism idlala indima ebalulekile ekwenzeni isinqumo esinjalo. U-Larisa weza nesijeziso ngokwakhe, nakuba engenacala lokuthi akanalo ilobolo; ukuthi uParatov wamshiya ukuze angahambi kakhulu futhi ashade nentombazane empofu; ukuthi unina uzama «ukumnamathisela» ukuze ashade nabantu abangafaneleki.
Ubuhlungu uLarisa azifaka kuye bune-flip side - ukunqoba kokuziphatha kukanina, amahemuhemu nokuhleba, nethemba lokuphila okunokuthula edolobhaneni nomyeni wakhe. Futhi ukwamukela isiphakamiso sikaMokiy Parmenych, uLarisa wayezokwenza ngokuvumelana nemithetho yokubala, wayezoba yingxenye yezwe elingaziwa kuye.
Kungenzeka yini ngenye indlela?
Ukube uMoky Parmenych wayenesithakazelo emizweni kaLarisa, ezwelana naye, wazama ukusekela hhayi kuphela ngokwezimali, kodwa ngokomzwelo nangokokuziphatha, akazange agijimele esinqumweni, mhlawumbe indaba yayingaqhubeka ngendlela ehlukile.
Noma, uma uLarisa ezimele, ehlukanisiwe nonina, angathola ofanelekayo, nakuba, mhlawumbe, hhayi umuntu ocebile. Angathuthukisa ithalente lakhe lomculo, angahlukanisa imizwa eqotho ekuxhashazweni, uthando nenkanuko.
Kodwa-ke, umama, owayesebenzisa amadodakazi akhe njengendlela yokuthola imali nesikhundla emphakathini, akazange avumele ikhono lakhe lokukhetha, noma intuition, noma ukuzethemba ukuba kuthuthuke.