Ukubeletha kwesikhathi sangempela

Ukuzalwa kuka-Théo, ihora nehora

NgoMgqibelo Septhemba 11, yihora lesi-6 ekuseni Ngivuke ngiye endlini encane ngibuyele embhedeni. Ngo-7am, ngiba nomuzwa wokuthi izingubo zami zokulala zicwilisiwe, ngibuyela endlini yangasese futhi lapho angikwazi ukuzibamba… Ngiqala ukulahlekelwa amanzi!

Ngiya ku-Sébastien, ubaba, futhi ngimchazele ukuthi singahamba. Ahambe ayolanda izikhwama phezulu atshele abazali bakhe abebekhona ukuthi siyaphuma siya ewodini lababelethayo. Sigqoke, ngithathe ithawula ukuze ngingagcwali imoto, ngilungise izinwele zami ne-presto, sihambe! UColette, umamezala, wangitshela ngaphambi kokuba ahambe ukuthi wayezwe kusihlwa, ukuthi ngangibukeka ngikhathele. Siyahamba siya esibhedlela sikaBernay ... Sizokwazana maduze nje...

7:45 p.m.:

Sifike ewodini lababelethayo, sibingelelwe nguCéline, umbelethisi ongisizayo nongiqaphayo. Isiphetho: yiphakethe eliphukile. Nginezifinyezo zokukhulelwa sekwephuzile engingazizwa, futhi umlomo wesibeletho uvuleke ngo-1 cm. Ngokuphazima kweso, bayangigcina, akubangeli lutho kuze kube kusasa ekuseni, futhi ngizonikezwa i-antibiotic uma ngingabelethi ngaphambi kuka-19 ebusuku.

8:45 p.m.:

Ngisegumbini lami, lapho nginelungelo lokudla kwasekuseni (isinkwa, ibhotela, ujamu nekhofi ngobisi). Siphinde sidla ama-pains au chocolat esasiba nawo ekhaya, futhi uSébastien unelungelo lokuthola ikhofi. Uhlala nami, sizinike ithuba sishayele abazali bami ucingo sibatshele ukuthi ngisewodini lababelethayo. Abuyele ekhaya ayodla isidlo sasemini nabazali bakhe futhi abuye nezinto azikhohliwe.

11:15 p.m.:

U-Celine ubuyela ekamelweni ukuze abeke ukuqapha. Iqala kahle inkontileka. Ngidla iyogathi ne-compote, angivunyelwe ngaphezulu ngoba ukubeletha sekusondele. Ngisayogeza ngamanzi ashisayo, kuyangijabulisa.

13:00 p.m.:

U-Sébastien ubuyile. Sekuqala ukungizwisa ubuhlungu, Angisasazi ukuthi ngizozibeka kanjani futhi angisakwazi nokuphefumula kahle. Ngifuna ukuphalaza.

16pm, bangiyisa ekamelweni lokusebenza, umlomo wesibeletho uvuleka kancane, ngitshelwa ngomusa ukuthi ku-epidural, isikhathi sesihambile! Sekuphuze kangakanani lokho, ngilapha ngisuka ku-3 cm wami! Hhayi-ke, akukho lutho olukhulu, angesabi ngisho!

17h, udokotela wezifo zabesifazane (okumele abone ukuthi usuku lwakhe luyaphela futhi aphelelwe isineke, sihlebe) afike angihlole. Unquma ukuphula iphakethe lamanzi ukuze asheshise inqubo.

Ngakho uyakwenza, namanje akukho buhlungu, konke kuhamba kahle.

Kufike isinqandamathe, umuntu wami angimemezele ngokugada imonitor, ngiyabonga sthandwa, ngenhlanhla ukhona, ngabe ngiphuthelwe!

Ngaphandle kokuthi ingoma isishintshile! Angihleki nakancane, ukufinyela kuyashesha, futhi kulokhu, kubuhlungu!

Nginikezwa i-morphine, ezonxenxa ingane yami ukuthi ishiye emshinini wokufukamela amahora amabili ngemva kokubeletha. Ngemva kokwenqaba ngobuqhawe, ngishintsha umqondo wami futhi ngiwufuna ngenkani. I-Morphine + imaski ye-oxygen, Ngiyi-zen, kancane kakhulu, nginesifiso esisodwa kuphela: ukulala, ukuphatha ngaphandle kwami!

Well ngokusobala lokho akunakwenzeka.

19h,abuye udokotela wezifo zabesifazane angibuze ukuthi ngiyawuzwa yini ukuphusha. Lutho neze !

20h, umbuzo ofanayo, impendulo efanayo!

21pm, inhliziyo yengane ithatha kancane, abantu bayatatazela eduze kwami, umjovo osheshayo, futhi yonke into ibonakala ibuyele esimeni.

Ngaphandle kokuthi i-amniotic fluid iluma (ngegazi), ukuthi ingane isahlezi phezulu kwesibeletho futhi ayibonakali nakancane ukuthi ijahe ukwehla, nginwetshiwe kuze kufike ku-8 cm, futhi ayikanyakazi. umzuzu omuhle.

Udokotela wezifo zabesifazane uhamba izitebhisi eziyi-100 phakathi kwegumbi labasebenzi kanye nephaseji, ngizwa kuxutshwa "ukuhlinzwa", "i-anesthesia ejwayelekile", "i-anesthesia yomgogodla", "epidural"

Futhi ngaleso sikhathi, ukufinyela kubuya njalo ngomzuzu, ngibuhlungu, ngiyagula, Ngifuna kuphele lokhu, futhi othile ekugcineni enze isinqumo!

Ekugcineni bangiyisa e-OR, ubaba uzithola elahliwe ephaseji. Nginelungelo lokuthola izinzwa zomgogodla, okungibuyisela ukumamatheka, Angisakuzwa ukufinyela, injabulo!

22h17,ingelosi yami encane maqede iphume iphushwe umbelethisi ibanjwe udokotela wabesifazane.

Isikhathi esincane sokumbona lapho eyiswa ebhavini noyise njengofakazi wokuqala othintwayo.

Ukuvakasha okuncane egumbini lokutakula futhi ngibuyela ekamelweni lami, ngaphandle kwendodana yami njengoba bekulindelekile, ngenxa ye-morphine.

Ukuhlangana kabusha okunyakazayo

Ngisalelwe 5 minutes nengane yami ukuthi ngivalelise kuye, ahambe, kude. Ngingazi noma ngizophinde ngimbone yini.

Ukulinda okubi, usizi olungabekezeleleki. Uzohlinzwa ngoLwesine ekuseni ukuze athole i-omphalo-mesenteric fistula, uhlobo lokuhlangana phakathi kwamathumbu nenkaba, okufanele kuvalwe ngaphambi kokuzalwa, kodwa okhohlwe ukwenza umsebenzi wakhe engcebweni yami encane. Eyodwa ku-85000 uma inkumbulo isebenza. Ngatshelwa i-laparotomy (imbobo enkulu enqamula isisu), ekugcineni udokotela ohlinzayo wahamba ngomzila wenkaba.

23pm, ubaba ufika ekhaya ezophumula.

Phakathi kwamabili, umhlengikazi ungena ekamelweni lami, elandelwa udokotela wezingane, futhi angibikele ngokungagwegwesi "Ingane yakho inenkinga". Umhlaba uyabhidlika, ngizwa kunenkungu udokotela wezingane engitshela ukuthi ingane yami ilahlekelwa yi-meconium (isihlalo sokuqala somntwana) ngenkaba, ukuthi kuyivelakancane kakhulu, ukuthi akazi noma isifo sakhe esisongela ukuphila sisengozini noma hhayi, nokuthi iSAMU izofika izomyisa ophikweni lwezingane ezisanda kuzalwa esibhedlela (ngabeletha emtholampilo), khona-ke uzohamba kusasa eya kwesinye isibhedlela esihlome ngethimba lokuhlinza izingane, esiqhele ngamakhilomitha angaphezu kuka-1.

Ngenxa yokuhlinzwa, angivunyelwe ukumphelezela.

Umhlaba uyachitheka, ngikhala ngokungapheli. Kungani thina? Kungani yena? Kungani ?

Ngisalelwe 5 minutes nengane yami ukuthi ngivalelise kuye, ahambe, kude. Ngingazi noma ngizophinde ngimbone yini.

Ukulinda okubi, usizi olungabekezeleleki. Uzohlinzwa ngoLwesine ekuseni ukuze athole i-omphalo-mesenteric fistula, uhlobo lokuhlangana phakathi kwamathumbu nenkaba, okufanele kuvalwe ngaphambi kokuzalwa, kodwa okhohlwe ukwenza umsebenzi wakhe engcebweni yami encane. Eyodwa ku-85000 uma inkumbulo isebenza. Ngatshelwa i-laparotomy (imbobo enkulu enqamula isisu), ekugcineni udokotela ohlinzayo wahamba ngomzila wenkaba.

Ngolwesihlanu ngigunyaziwe ukuthi ngithole ingane yami, ngiyolala kwi-ambulensi, uhambo olude nolubuhlungu, kodwa ekugcineni ngizobuye ngibone ingane yami.

NgoLwesibili olulandelayo, sonke sagoduka, sebelaphe i-jaundice emangalisayo ngaphambi kwalokho!

Uhambo oselushiye uphawu lwalo, hhayi ngokomzimba, umfana wami omkhulu akagcini noma yimiphi imiphumela yalesi "adventure" futhi isibazi asibonakali kumuntu ongasazi, kodwa kwengqondo kwami. Mina nginazo zonke izinkathazo emhlabeni zokwehlukana naye, ngiphila ngosizi njengabo bonke omama ukuthi kukhona okwenzeka kuye, Ngiyisikhukhukazi, mhlawumbe kakhulu, kodwa ngaphezu kwakho konke ngigcwele uthando ingelosi yami engibuyisela ngokuphindwe kayikhulu.

U-Aurélie (oneminyaka engu-31), unina kaNowa (oneminyaka engu-6 nengxenye) noCamille (izinyanga ezingu-17)

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